I am now anxiously awaiting on the guy from my moms oxygen company. He’s coming to do the routi e checkup on her oxygen concentrator as well as give her new oxygen tanks. I’m so nervous because of my social anxiety and can’t wait for it to beover.
I was playing with my cats not too long ago and while they were chasing the felt ribbon on their toy, I started thinking of my Tasia…. my boy who was poisoned by a neighbor with antifreeze and died 51/2 years ago at seven years old. I was thinking about how he and my Timmy would play fight and how he was always so careful with Timmy, even once he became an adult and was bigger than Tasia and would beat him up. I was thinking about how he would be with Ivy. Ithink he would like her and I know he would be very careful with her because she’s younger and so little. Tasia would be 12 years old now. Thirteen in June. I miss him so much.
Another thing I was doing was my favorite pastime…. googling “is 31 too old for….” lol. I google that a lot with various things. I’ve come to find that others feel it is not too old formost things I was worried about. I’ve also seen questions when googling that find ridiculous like ” is 31 too old to have children?” or “is 31 too old to go back to school?” …. Of course not!! lol. 31 is the perfect age to begin having children, imo. It’s much better than having them in your teens or early twenties. And there are 40-50 year old students in my school and one guy who is in his 90′s lol. So, if 40, 50, or 90 is not too old to go to college, 31 definitely is not. I didn’t even begin college for the first time until almost 26.
Btw, I apologize for my last blog. I can’t see what i type on my blog with my Nook, and I know it was a mess, with words stuck togetber etc. lol. This one is also being written on my Nook and I still can’t see what I’m typi g, but I think it will turn out better than last time. I’m being extra dilligent.
Well, I hope there are spaces in this blog and I know I’m forgetting something, but I guess this is enough for now.